Goes out to Brett. Hope you had a good one sweetie and many more to come. *Hugs*

Goes out to my favorite wolf. Nick. Hope you have a wonderfully positive eventful day!

*hugs tight*

Seems I only update once a month lately. Not because I'm uber busy, but just lazy really. Work is boring now that school is in session. Holidays and summer time are the only times the theatre gets busy. I don't know, lately I have just been feeling . . . well, like I need to be on some sort of downer, then an upper, then a downer, then an upper and I can't really figure out why. I'm only mildly stressed at the home situation, mildly stressed at the school situation, mildly stressed at the work situation. . . so I don't know. I believe I just can't wait for some sort of life change to happen and I know I have at least until may of next year for that to happen. But, Gram is in the hospital as of tonight with talks of a partial stroke. My brother is there with her now and will stay over night with her, and mom will stay the day with her tomorrow, not going to work. Me? I'm not needed at the moment so I'm warming the bench. I'll check on her tomorrow before I head into work and visit, but even with a family member ill, it's business as usual. . . I don't know if that's a good thing or not, seriously. Maybe it's my overactive sense of desiring to be needed playing with me, but doesn't make me feel any better.

Patrick Swayze has died at age 57 from pancreatic cancer. *moment of silence for a sister*

Happy Birthday to Chronocoon and belated B-Day to Grifter. . . Hope you had good ones you guys.

Well, hopefully this is my final year. Classes start for me this Friday, technically the college starts on Thur, but I don't have a Thur class. It's on Friday. Which makes me happy because I don't have to work on Fridays at the theater, the most horrible day to work ever. Too many stupid kids come out in hordes and just fuck around instead of watching a movie. I love missing Fridays. ^_^ This semester I'm taking Physics 211 and lab, Biomed practicum, Wireless networking, and electronic devices I. Full heavy load, but it's worth it, I think. ONE MORE YEAR!!!!! Whooo-HOo! Which means work has slowed down considerably and now I have time to do stuff. I'll be online more often, chat with peeps, reading text books. . .etc. ^_^;

Now back to your regularly scheduled boredom.

Goes out to Kint. . . *hugs tight* Hope you had a good one.

Well, It's been a long while since I've actually updated on me and not just reading up on peeps or posting little quiz crap. Work has been busy these past couple weeks. Not only due to block buster movies comming out like Transformers 2 and Ice Age 3, but because it seems that I'm the only one willing to attempt at keeping up the network for us to have internet at work. Ever since we switched to a new ISP, our network hasn't been stable. At all. I've purchased 2 switches, a router, usb cables, a new printer, and set up all of it to keep us going. . . and I'm not even getting paid for it. WE have a network guy, but he's in Las Cruces, fat, lazy and doesn't want to come do it himself. Oh, and they are paying him twice what I make, so I give up on keeping us going. He can come down here and fix it himself next time. Yeah right. To make things easier on me when I'm on shift, I'll continue to fix it. . . as I don't want the added hassell of dealing with idiotic people complaining about the credit cards being down.
School starts in a month and I should start looking over my physics again. I didn't pass it last time and really need to this time. Then again, it's my own fault for not passing a class on the first time around no matter how hard it is. . . I just don't study like I should. But it's down to the wire now. Just one more year.
Demon is doing well enough. The person who has been living with me has been drinking a bit much lately and is starting to kick him just because he's to hot in one spot for to long and is constantly trying to find a comfortable place to lay down. If he does it again, I just might kick him back. He claims to know dogs, grew up with them, etc etc. . but he wants something to control, not love and be around. Demon can be a knuckle head, but that's his breed. *chuckles* Trained dogs before by ass. . . if he can't even understand the reasons behind what dogs do, how can he claim to understand dogs period? Jerk.
Speaking of, said person is not the man I use to know, honestly. 8 years ago, he use to be growly, yes, but usually about legitimately annoying things, now he's so negative about every little thing and that is starting to really wear on my patience. I can now say he's the most negative person I know. And it's actually starting to affect my mother's disposition. I wanna say him being here was a great thing, but sadly how he is now and his presence is affecting things poorly, I can't say that. He has his own room, granted it's not a big room, but it's a bed and better than sleepin on the floor in a living room somewhere. It's his space. Also, I've come to the conclusion that I don't meet his expectations. That could also be due to his negativity, but I'll never know. We'll never share or have what I thought we had those long years ago, and I've accepted that, actually. My routine here hasn't changed much since he's been here and that's good. I can still relax on my days I'm not at the theatre or school by watching anime or playing a video game. He does his own thing and I do mine. We are no more than room mates, to my disappointment, but again, that's ok. I just wish he'd not drink as much, find a less physically demanding job, and beating up Demon. That I won't tolerate for much longer if it continues to happen. He'll find out that I bite harder than Demon ever will. -_-

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And there are some names on it that really irratate me still, but eh, it is just a machine calculating data after all.

Hope you had a good one.

We're all butt fucked by Anubis as he's ferrying us to the other side, . . .*wishes*

Waiting for the electric company to come out to check our transformer. It's only sprinkling and as I was walking Demon, I hear it buzzing and see low level sparks coming off of it. So now, they said they'd dispatch someone out to see it. I didn't want them to come out now, I want to go to bed, but since I'm waiting, may was well do an update. And since no one is on Pack Home or Pidgen I'm updating.
School is going well, I guess. I"ve missed 3 practicums at the hospital so far, but all in all, it's going well enough. I have taken 2 tests so far in AC electronics, one low A and second High B. So I'm doing well in that class. My 2 art classes are becoming more boring than anything else. It's not the teacher's fault, but my own for not being good enough to come up with my own ideas for drawing. I'm still taking pics from calendars or magazines to draw. I've actually gotten good at doing portraits. Maybe if I get great at it, I'll become a police sketch artist or something. ^_^;
Work is good, busy. Watchman came out this weekend and we've sold out Sat and Fri nights. Good for business I guess.
Demon is doing well, bored but that is going to change here soon. Ku is going to come out and live with us so, hopefully he'll have someone to play with and not fight with. Ku is a 3 legged German Shephard 7 years old, in tact so that within itself is going to be an issue. The older male dogs that are intact get, the less friendly they are to other intact males. I just hope they get along. Demon can use someone in house to play with.
Amd since Ku is coming out, that means Sean is coming to live with me as well. I'm really happy I get to live with him. It has the potential to be great, or the polar opposite, be a disaster. I'm optomistic though. It's not going to be a case where our personalities are going to be the issue, infact, it's perfect. He's the dominant aggressive and I'm the aggressive submissive. Only thing I see us argueing over is what to have for dinner, and our dogs. The issue is going to be money as always with everything it's money. In theory, we should do well even if he gets a minimum wage job at Mikey D's or something, here in Alamogordo, the cost of living isn't bad with two minimum wage incomes, so we should be fine. In theory. And if we add AL to the equations, then 3 minimum wage incomes makes it cake. He doesn't have bills, I have a couple, but all together we should be able to live well off. Granted, it's not going to be a sexual relationship any longer to my disappointment, but as the old saying goes, you take what you can get. I'm just extremely happy he chose me to help him out. I have no idea how long this is going to last, but just know I'll be the happiest tiggy ever for as long as it does last.

I prefer talking on the phone.

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- I make no guarantees that you will like what I make!
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The catch? Oh, the catch is that you have to repost. We can all make stuff!!

Wow, I love my ecentric teacher. She's awesome. My grandmother and Her went to Las Cruces today to the Hobby Lobby who was having 30-40 and 50% off sales on their art supplies and man did I spend to much on stuff! I picked up some color blending sticks (which I have never ever used before), Some Erasers that look like pencils and you can even sharpen them like one, art sticks, Colored pencils, acrylics, water colors, markers. . .pads. . .the list in endless! I"m so jazzed, that I actually feel like drawing at home and I never do that. . . I want to get so good at rendering, I am going to start practicing every day until I"m happy with the results. .. then on to color. . . I had my first attempt in class Wed, so I think I suck at it, but was happy that I was able to size the items of interest on the sheet, which was a major issue last semester. . .

Also, I"m very horny all the time now. . . probably due to a hormone imbalance and an enlarged prostate. ^_^

*sings the Mary J Bligh song* This semester is going to be fun and good. I'm really doing well, at least I feel I am. Money is no longer an issue now that minimum wage has increased so bonus. I dropped Weights class from my schedule at school because out of the blue, Steve, my department head for the electronics class wanted me to enroll in my practicum already a semester early. So, Whoo-hoo! I just have to do my orientation at the hospital whenever they call me, and boom, I"m almost done with my degree. ^_^. Demon is still an ass, work has gotten busy and annoying, I want to kill some stupid fucks for messing with my car in a wal-mart parking lot, but all in all. . . I"m great! Now I just need someone to love and care for and I'm golden.

I believe the death of my great grandmother, my mother being gone to LA for the week and having nothing to do to keep my mind busy has really affected me. I think tomorrow I'll clean out the garage all day to see if that helps. . . I'm going to try to go to sleep now.

You Scored as Blue Your heart is blue. You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You're grateful for what you have in life, even if it's not perfect. People love you for who you are, don't ever change that- it's what makes you the great person that you are. Blue 71% White 68% Pink 68% Yellow 57% Black 57% Red 54% Orange 43% Green 39% Purple 21%

Well, first off I want to wish XavierRottie a very happy belated birthday, Hope you had a nice one sweetie.

Well, I'll remember this year's New Year's Eve. My Great Grandmother passed away the day prior and my grandmother and mother went to LA to take care of the funeral that is to be held on Friday. I wasn't close to my great grandmother, but my grandmother was, of course it was her mother and she is so sad right now. I feel her sadness and it hurts quite a bit to see her like that. I love my grandmother with all my heart and she has gone through so much these past years. I hate to say it, but I pray each night to win the lottery to take away the pressure of finances that is really weighing her down as much as losing family left and right. . . I want to at least to that for her. But I fear I'll die before that will happen.

Well, hope everyone else had a wonderfully entertaining New Year's Eve.